Hana writes

I've got nice photo from my friend. I like it. And i want to share it with u. Of coures I asked my friend for permission aaand I've got it I've called this picture Vivident Teeth.
Or do u have another name? tell me if so

But because of something here I don't understand, there is just one part of photo, so here is also link, where u can watch it whole.
http://hollywoodstar.blog.cz/galerie/lide/15633493

do u know this address? www.facebook.com it's great! i joined it thanks to my friends who sent me email bout it. There is a lot of people and activity. I like it. Now i have contacts which I loose or forgot to take. yeah, modern zaman

the girl who's always drinking coffee ...

one friend of mine called me like this few days ago. But i don't agree! Just one cup a day is not so much. Ok, some days I need two. At least. sometimes can happen i forget that I've already had coffee and I prepare another one. So totally free in one day. It's still in normal. As I read one article that person can drink four or five light coffees (with milk) per day.

One thing is sure. I hated coffee. i started to drink it just because of cofein. i really did need it cause of final exams at high school. It's been two and half year ago. And i'm really good at it now. i mean preparing coffee. Everybody loves coffee prepared by me

Do you want one??

Im sorry.
Im not writing.
Im in Kromeriz. Again
Weather is still ripping of us. Its nice. Next day its raining. And so on. Im still doing nothing. i have so much work but I decided to be lazy as i can see. Do you know it? im sure every of us had this feeling at least once nor always. We know that we have to do something so we are doing everything else exept what we must. For example when its week of exams or better before this week, my bedroom and also whole house is realy tidy up. So clean. Cause Im cleaning instead of studying. Now I should study for exam and prepare my thesis. And what I am doing? Almost the same like usualy. Washing dishes, going out to book shop or to sit in café with my friends or be here, online, chating with another friends and more. And do you have also the same feelings later? when u realize how unessential is your activity? That bad feeling that Im lazy and bad also silly. So from tommorow I will work. I must. Time is going up. Time. Enemy of everybody. Everybody in modern civilizations. if i were somewhere in Africa, or some little island or in the middle of widow fields like in America. Even some parts of nature in my country is nice for this. not to know about time. Live just according to our bodies, habits, nature and animals.

Well, according to modern zaman its getting late. Late for everything.

C U

At last! Sunny day! I spend it with my doggie and brother out. Great. I walked over 10kms (Mira had a bike). Poor doggie was exhausted. Maybe summet teally started.

Yes, everything is like before. my kardes is just watching TV or playing games on PC (yes, one time he was out riding bike), mum is working (you know, laundry, housekeeping, cooking, sewing,...) and i'm going out with her with our dog. He has the best life. he's just lieng on kanape, playing with us, going out with us but mostly he's having rest. Really casual days are these. But I realized that I need it. I'm still not ok. My head is turning round and I'm still tired. But it will be allright. Just weather is not pleesing me. It's still cloudy and at least four times per day it's raining. Less or more.
Yes, home sweet home
On Monday I'm starting working. For one week i will be on stage. I'm not happy about it. My mum will have holiday from monday until Friday to be with me. And I will be working.
I don't know what to write more, as i wrote, these days are really ordinary. Nothing's happening.

Yes, I'm at home again. You know, I have two homes let's say... NOw I'm in eastern part of my country called Moravia in small historical town Kromeriz.
My family did welcome me really warmly. Just I'm tired. So tired. Last nights I'm sleeping just few hours. Usually about four five hours. I was busy and also i had problem with sleeping. I couldn't asleep. My mind is occupied and unable to be off.
Everything here is same. Just few new things around our home. And because of weather here I don't have feeling that I was here last time in winter. It's little bit cold, windy and no sun. Not more than 20°C.
Just a little message to my friends, i will answer emails as soon as possible (tommorow), today I'm really tired and I can't but I read them......thank you so much, they are soooo nice. I like them, I like you, I like our communication. even it's not so good nowadays, but what we an do? Everything is against us. time, technology and so on.
But I must admit that I am thinking a lot when to come back to your country. i had an idea about the time after Christmas over new Year Eve.
My brain is not working.
So I'd rather finish for today.
C u later canimler.

I'm really sorry to my friends that I can't write as I promised and want, but internet at home is not working.
But at least next week I will be online (on msn, skype, icq , tmm mi?
Now, I must go, I just wanted to inform you that I didnt forget you that I just dont have connection.

Hi, I'm back!
I didn't write yet so much, I know, well, I didn't write at all, but now I will. Especially because of one person. One really important person in my life
So, I'm back in Czech. I have strange feeling. I don't know how to feel, how to behave. My own bedroom seems strange for me. It's quite scary, isn't it? At the airport we were waited by our families, what means that Lena's anne ve baba were there and my loving babam. So, at last, it was great. We also went to cafe (yes, I'm in Czech, it was unbelievably expensive) to have small talk. I and Lena we were said we are slimmer than they expected and sooo brown and so on. Today we r going to school because of our reports about Turkiye. Now, I'm sitting in our kitchen, drinking turk cay, alone, thinking what to eat. It's hard to decide. There is nothing what I was eating five months! Yesterday, because of my birthday, babam prepared occasional dinner. I also received roses and great sparkling wine (Chardonnay). Yeah, it was really great and I had meal which I wanted, but it was sooo strange. Like new. Like now I was abroad. But I'm not! I'm at home! And weather! Ooooh, awful weather. I'm wearing winter home dress. And I was sleeping under winter cover. No, really, it was raining in evening and also wind was quiet strong. And now, it's windy again. And clouds. Big clouds which I have almost never seen Turkiye?de.

Ok, I'm finishing now. I should do something different than writing on blog. For example finish my report. So, next time again.

Just small P.S. for somebody: seni opuyorum

(ahanka)

Every photo which we took in Turkey you can find here: www.hollywoodstar.blog.cz/galerie/turecko

today I added views of campus.